After so many years,
We see each other.
Remember how you used to
Hold my cheeks.
Not me trying to dig it up,
It's just that it brims up my eyes.
I swear I tried a lot,
But no matter,
I couldn't forgive you.
I couldn't forget you.
Remember how I left,
My dead body at your doorstep,
And my ripped soul lying in your backyard,
My mind is like an old graveyard.
I would be lying if I didn't accept
That loving you was
A bittersweet dream I dreamt
Now every day is a fight for me,
Thinking what could have right in me.
Though I know you never deserved me,
I also know, I didn't deserve you.
But something kept pushing me towards you.
Don't know whether was it attraction
Or some scary heart infarction
But I used to keep my eyes on you.
Hoping that every day you keep smiling,
Even if I am buried in the graveyard
Of your memories and of your heart
That afternoon, you looked at me,
I was coloured in the ashes of our dreams.
I know we cared too much for each other
So much that we ended up losing each other
I know our ending wasn't bad
But it left me in the graveyard
Of failed emotions and a broken heart
You told me I was a good person
So did I thought about you
And now I wonder whether I was right
No matter how much we cried that night
A void is always left for you to fill in
Till then, I am sitting on the tombstone,
Of a friendship forlorn.